WHERE DO YOU SEE THE MOST POTENTIAL FOR GROWTH ?

In myself, I hope to be at a point soon where spending time with myself doesn’t come with this overlapping shadow of guilt from taking time away from productivity or to hold space in my relationship with others. I hope to see the value again in being with my own company. It’s funny because I know I have the potential to do the things I want to do. What I want to do better is to rediscover what I need to make me feel cozy in a space. I need to set clear intentions on what I need to be vibrant in a space. I miss the young meadow with a box of essential oils at all times, and found my connection with healing through meditations. I see so much potential in my rate of growth but it has been hindered because of my lack of being able to be by myself. I need to gift myself a space. As soon as possible.